I'm in an unbelievably foul mood. It's amazing, really. Unfortunately I'm at work which means I have to pretend to be my generally good-natured, if odd self.

It's funny how the same things that bring you pleasure, that make you happy, send that little thrill through you, can make you mad. Make you hate the world, or at least that little bubble of space you inhabit.

I've got somewhere I want to go and no one to go with me. The one person who would go, I don't want to go with- I just want to get away from that person, from everything I know right now. :sigh:

Went to Fall Creek Falls, TN this past weekend. It was beautiful of course. Most of the weekend was ruined though.. first of all.. why were there SO MANY people there on a random weekend!? Heh, school was in, the weather was getting cooler, no holiday but man was it PACKED. I was hoping to have a little more off leash time with the dogs.. but that wasn't the problem. It was..dun dun dun... the breakdown. I borrowed my dad's truck to go down there and on the scenic drive at the ass-end of the park with no cell signal on a one way, uphill road the truck dies and won't start back up. GREAT! Took an hour and a half (just from when I started paying attention to the time) to get a tow-truck up there plus the truck is still in Pikeville along with half my stuff (not to mention we break down at the least scenic part of the drive). The car we brought in addition to the truck couldn't hold all of us, the dogs AND all the things we brought. That whole ordeal brought the weekend to a grinding halt. Over three hours from home in a teeny-tiny town with a broke-down vehicle is not fun let me tell you- we did however discover a gas station slash used car parts slash diner slash electronic slot machine slash gentleman's club (former) that has the BEST sweet tea ever and a killer double cheeseburger.

Oh well. It was still a weekend away from home.

So, okay, I'm not all that cool. I was watching an episode of the Simpsons and Homer's life flashed by as snapshots of sorts, a very cool scene indeed for the Simpson's. A song was playing, I just knew I had heard it before, but I couldn't place from where.

Long story shorter, it's from the Every Day video- of which I have not seen. Strange, because I could swear I have seen a scene much like that with that exact music before. Perhaps the sunshine has faded from my spotless mind, I don't know.

After some searching I found the artist who composed the song. I don't know what else she has done, though I would love to hear it.

Point being, sometimes I obsess. Well, okay, I obsess a lot. I wish I could live in the song, forever. If I never heard another song again, I might just be okay with that. If Carly's song could just play over and over, the bass from the piano strings and the flux of the notes crawling over my skin and into my ears until they bleed... well that would suck, but I think you get my drift.

It makes me see so many things in my head, the song works if you are happy, if you're sad, I think even if you are angry or feeling a might vengeful, if you're lonely or bored, uninspired, lost, content or just.. you.

Check it blee... [link]

There are so many talented people on DeviantArt. I am so not one of them! I love to look at everyone's galleries and to fav my little heart out. Sometimes I get a little sad that I don't have any considerable talent. My mom paints, my dad builds, my brother writes, my grandfather is crazy and all I do is dream dreams no one else can even imagine- yet.. I never seem to be able translate them into something tangible others can experience. I have all these pictures and ideas and words and sounds and feelings trapped in me but no way to get them all out! Gaah. I'm even trying to learn Spanish, something I thought I would be good at, and I suck at that too! The three Mexican's I meet with every Wednesday speak better English without paying for school than I do with three semesters of school! And I never shut up! I should so be good at that!

Okay. No one's reading this anyway! Heh. I am done with my pity party. ¡Fiesta de Piedad! ¡Cada uno es invitado!

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Read the article in the link above. Simply amazing. I know I won't own one anytime soon, but damn. I can't think of a leap in the electronic world that has me as excited as this. Imagine NEVER taking a bad picture ever again. Ever.